well here we are again, pregnant. I can't believe it. I truely thought this time would be much the same and so far it isnt at all. I thought I was ready for this again but sometimes I'm not sure. I am scared and so worried and stressed out. Sometimes I just feel that I am a puppet with a evil puppet master working my strings. Make sense? I have said time and time again to friends and family that the innocence of the our first pregnancy is completely gone and it really is but I still find myself looking at those cute little outfits and wondering what its going to be. But the majority of the time I am worried if this one is going to make it home to us. It is very much a completely different time and mindset for me. Hope and pray that these next 9 months go smoothly and quickly and we get to bring home our sweet baby.
No comments:
Post a Comment