A Scare...

Well saturaday night we had a scare, I went to the bathroom and found that I was bleeding a little bit. I told Jay we may need to go to the ER so we left, I couldnt help but relive that horrible night we lost our sweet baby Jay. It all felt the same, as if that night was replaying itself all over again. It felt as if I was walking deaths ugly road once again. Its cold and ugly. But when we finally got to the hospital they almost immediately got me back and saw a doctor. He checked me out and discovered that I was not bleeding from inside, I apparently have a skin pouch that some how became irritated and was bleeding. They did an ultrasound to make sure baby was doing fine and he/she was, heartbeat looked great and he/she was doing flips! It was the most beautiful thing I had seen in a long time. I felt this huge weight lift off of me. It was not the walk of death after all. Thank God, Please keep this little one safe. We ask you for this one gift and blessing.