Well I went back to work on Monday, and I have to say I hate being away from my little man. I would much rather be at home being mommy. Its so rough knowing that anything new that he does I am most likely going to miss. Yea I will eventually get to see it as a first for me but I want to see it when its a first for him! Its heartbreaking for me because I will never see my sweet Jay do any of his firsts and I dont like that I will miss alot of Jacen's too just because I cant go without working right now. Hopefully soon I will be able to be at home with him. He is my everything! Growing so fast already. I cant believe he is already fixing to be 2 months old!! Its amazing how time flies. He is just so precious, I cant imagine my life without him. Thank goodness for aunt Vicki! I cant imagine putting him in someones care I dont know.
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