My baby...

Hello baby boy. I know you are laying right here next to me but I just wanted to tell you how much I love you. I know one day you will be all grown up and I am not ready for that time, but I promise to give you all the love that I have to give and try my best to give you everything you deserve. I love you with all my heart. I know you do not understand this right now but one day you will, but I want you to know that your big brother loves you and watches over you always. I know he visits you always and I know you talk with him every time he visits you. You must know that just knowing that is the best thing in the world for me, because I cant see you boys together it is comforting to me to know that he watches over you and takes care of you, just like he did the day you were brought into this world.
Oh gosh I just look at your precious face and I just fall in love with you all over again.