One day I will wake up and you will be 5 and will be heading to kindergarten, I will cry.
One day I will wake up and you will be too big for me to hold, I will cry.
One day I will wake up and you will be a teenager, I will cry.
One day I will wake up and you will be heading to collage, I will cry.
One day I will wake up and you will be graduating collage, I will cry.
One day I will wake up and you will leaving home, I will cry.
One day I will wake up and you will be getting married, I will cry.
One day I will wake up and you will be having a baby of your own, I will cry.
One day is one day from now, so when I am putting you to bed at night, I try not to think of one day, I think of today.
I cherish every moment with you and tell you every day and every moment I can how much I love you.
One day you will wake up and I will be in heaven joining your big brother, and you will cry, but remember son how much I love you and how much you mean to me. Never hurt for me when I am gone. I will be in a better place and finally reunited with your brother whom I have missed dearly since the day he came into my life. Your journey is just beginning, embrace it.
This life goes too fast, enjoy every moment you can. Dont let anyone bring you down, you will go far in life. My life is and has been so much brighter and peaceful since you have been in it. I love and would not change it.
Forever I love you my sweet baby Jacen.

Love,
Mommy