Well here it is April 12th and we only have 10 days left till we get to meet you! I am so excited but so very scared at the same time. Anything can happen. I dont want to lose another baby. I need you here, I need you both here but what is done is done. I try everyday not to lose it but somedays its so hard. I am so afraid of losing you too. I have always felt good about this pregnancy and felt that you will make it to me, but there is still that fear that I might be wrong. I love you so much Jacen. When you get here I will tell you that for the rest of the days that we are on earth. *Just please please God, get him here to us.* Only 10 more days son and I will be holding you. Cant wait to meet you! Love,
Mommy
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