Is it real....

I am now 5 weeks along in the pregnancy and I still don't feel like its real yet. I don't think it will start feeling real to me until I see my OB. I already went and did the first blood work and my regular doctor confirmed but it just doesn't feel real yet.

To me I already look like I am about 4 months along. I guess having the little bit of baby weight left over from Jay and Jacen doesn't help. But 10 pounds of that doesn't count because thats how much I said I wanted to keep, because trying to get back to my pre-baby weight was out of the question (98lbs.) I had tried for years to gain some weight and it just wasn't happening. Once I finally was able to (by getting pregnant) I decided it would be best to keep 10 pounds. Which I have and have stayed that weight for almost 2 years now.

I still have the really strong feeling that this baby is a girl, but just like with Jacen I am not sure if its just because I want a girl really bad or if it is because its a girl. Haha, guess we will find out in about 10-12 weeks.

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