Pregnant....

I am starting this blog as a journal for this pregnancy. I am still in awe and cant wait to see what this little life will bring to our family. 

I must say that I am finding myself dreaming of a little girl. But of course you all know that I don't mind what the Lord gives me. I just ask for a healthy baby that I can hold here with us. 

Unlike most I am excited about the maternity clothes and the weight gain, and all the doctor visits, and believe me there will be many. I cant wait for Jacen to meet his baby brother or sister! My mind is just all baby right now, its hard to concentrate on anything else.

Please pray with us, we are of course super excited but we are also scared. Losing Jay brought a series of broken hearts and pain. We know all too well the risks that pregnancy brings and that at any moment the sweet life growing inside you can be gone in an instant. We take nothing for granted.